Pivot (17 Jul 2026)

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13 Jul 2026 "Memento Mori"

# Not keeping well

# Not so energetic

# Feeling good about not having any loans to pay. (Except Home Loan, which is collateralized.)

# Having mixed emotions about my mother -- love & hate / ignorance & care

17 Jul 2026, 2:15 PM

My mind has been abuzz with thoughts lately.

#1 Finances 
#2 Job 
#3 family

Major shock came when I realized that I may not earn money equivalent to my expenses (monthly) from Flocareer.
My monthly expenses stand at about 70-80 k.

My earnings from flocareer for 15 days stand at 20 k.
That's 40k for 30 days (projected)

Job

# My preparations to crack job interviews is not top notch.

# My fundamentals are poor.

# Same questions are (50 - 70 %) asked in interview after interview but I have yet got a hold of them.

What are the solutions?

# Start small

# Set 1 Hour daily meant towards preparing for interviews.

Why fix it when we are spending time randomly, flexibly?

"Fix it" because it creates a ritual, creates a habit, creates a routine, creates a default, gives you room to plan before the hour.
For today that hour is 6-7 pm.

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