Other Journaling Days
“What would I do if it were my last day on Earth?” “What would I do differently if it were my last day on Earth?” “What would I do if I were to lose my job today?” “What would I do differently if I were to lose my job today?” --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** If it were my last day on Earth: May be I would go out and meet people. I think I don’t have a lot of human touch in my life. Whom would I like to meet? I would like to meet Rohit Sud. I would like to meet my sister Anu and my jiju. I would like to meet my mother. What would I say to them? I would say “I apologize for being selfish. I apologize for not asking you how your day was? I apologize for not being there when you might have needed an ear.” I think that’s all. --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** If I were to lose my job today: I would open my finance sheets and do the math of how long I can be without a job. After that: I would meditate and wonder about what I might have done wrong. What could I do right in my next job? And yes, I would prepare for my interviews coming here on. I have funds to last for about 7-8 months. I have not been proactive in communication at my current job (same was the issue during my last days at Infosys). I would prepare for coding and algorithms, I would prepare for AI/ML (and the several subjects associated with it). --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** --- *** “What do I do to enjoy myself?” “How do I enjoy?” “What do I like doing just for fun?” I do a couple of things like reading, walking, spending time at the gym (rarely but enjoy it when I do) to enjoy myself but I almost every time do a cost benefit analysis of it and do it for “right reasons” rather than just for the fun of it. “If I were to die today or lose my job today, I would still somewhat like to catch a breath for a day, to clear my thoughts. It is messy out there.”
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