My North Star (2026 Aug 3)

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3 Aug 2026, 7:50 PM

Today (after having read 200+ books), I don't think knowledge is the problem with me.
I damn well know right from wrong.
I damn well can separate big from the small — but somehow I don't.

7 AM — 5 PM: Office
5 PM — 7:30 PM: downstairs

So I was totally disengaged and at distance from from my regular and routine life.
Pretty obvious why I am feeling confused!

Asking the "North Star" question again:
What would I do if it were my last day on Earth?

Managing money, managing work and managing family will go on forever till the end of life, but what is it that would matter to me if I were to die?

On my last day on Earth, I would take some time out to savor my little and big wins in life. To thank those I met on the journey to this day. And some time to accept my shortcomings, accept my losses and accept my failures.



Random thought....
I lack patience to follow through my plans.
I lack patience to listen and engage with people.
And because of this impatience with people, situations and life, I also (I am aware) appear to be uncouth to a lot of people.



Not everything in life sees and meets closure...